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This is my Bridget Jones's Diary. It used to be Friends Only. Now it's For My Eyes Only. It is a diary, not a journal. I'm sorry for those who miss my writing (if you know who I am), but I can't do it anymore. When I write, I want to write everything I think, and not feel burdened by the fact that others can read this. I don't want to be forced to write the half truth, then feel too tired to write a "real" update on a private journal or diary. This LJ is about me and just me. It's for my hopes, my dreams, my fears and my frustrations. It's about everything which makes a life a life.

Maybe if I really really really trust you I'll let you read what is going on inside, but it went wrong once, and I'm scared it will do so again. It seems that if one other person knows it ends up being all over the world, anyway, and since this is me, I'm not feeling like that. I'm not feeling like defending what I think or feel. And that's why it's private for now.

See, you still have a small update here anyway! I might come across like some bitter person, but I'm not really. I'm just sick of having to share everything, when at times it seems whenever I do it only blows up in my face.

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